First day of holiday

First day of holiday.. It just started with 3 plans of giving a course, and this is the term when i think about money the most. University fees. Actually, it's not the only thing on my mind.

It just happened a few minutes ago. Do you know why i like to write in english even my grammar is bad? Because it makes me to think more. Think how to translate this and that so i can forget the problems.

And this is the first time i can't hold my anger towards a friend on a chat. Usually, it happened because my fingers works faster than my mind (just a term). But if i take a while to think, i'll calm down then.. But today i just forget it and let my fingers types first. We argued. Whether she or me is right, i couldn't think of it. I don't even believe what i remember myself because she said something different from what i clearly remember. Oh i hate those kind of things. I really want to know what's the right one, but i can do nothing to know that. It just already happened between the two of us but we remember the different things. Actually. We just overly argue on a simply trivial matters, but at this time i just didn't think that it was a simply one. And tears just flowing by itself..

And then we make up but i still have this uneasy feeling. Just curiousity.